There's a video stream here. It's very painful, especially to see his wife exposed in that way. And I guess it may be possible he didn't have a relationship with Jones, just that he saw him regularly for massages, and bought crystal meth from him. What happened between them in hotel rooms may never be knowable for sure. But I don't know many straight guys who routinely get massages from the same man and also buy meth from him. And when Haggard was asked how he found Jones, he seemed very ... well, see for yourself.