"The worst thing is the impact on my kids."
I am over the bruises to my ego; I just ignore my mother-in-law
completely now. The worst thing though is the impact on my kids. We were
making $120K plus two years ago. Now, about $35K. Lost the house.
Thankfully still in the same school. That said, the kids went from being
respectably comfortable in their cohort to being comfortable if
tattered (used clothes, battered rental, same old car, no summer trips,
etc.). Thank God they are still young (just started third grade) but
we're not having any sleepovers here no matter how much they ask. I am
afraid for the social impact on them. They are so upbeat, so
enthusiastic. They don't know we're in a ditch. It would break my heart
if they figured that out.
"I think the most difficult part for many is going to be the fact
that so many companies will not hire someone who doesn't currently have
"I graduated with a Ph.D. in Education from Purdue University. After a first month and a half, I was moonlighting as a janitor."
I graduated with a Ph.D. in Education from Purdue University in May and moved back to my home state of Colorado. I was fortunate enough to stay with friends who live in a large house in a well-to-do suburb of Denver. Every day, I spent hours looking for jobs and painstakingly tailoring my cover letters and resumes to jobs. After the first month passed, I was embarrassed that I could not find a job and that I looked like a mooch. Even worse, when I did have phone interviews I failed them spectacularly because I was so nervous because I knew the stakes were high. Not to mention I have a terrible phone voice. As the days passed, I kept looking at my phone willing it to ring with an offer for an interview. The phone was blank.
What people don't realize is that it costs us precious money to put together mini portfolios for interviews, or to print and mail certain documentation (such as transcripts). There are a lot of financial sacrifices related to job searching that are being made that on the surface appear trivial, but do impact a budget.
The worse thing about phone interviews is that they focus so much on behavioral questions and interpersonal work place scenarios. They never point blank ask what your story is or why you want the job. Being labeled "unemployed" is humiliating because it conjures up imagery that is far from reality.
I learned to be prudent with gas and did not drive my car unless it was absolutely necessary. I clipped coupons like mad and shopped at the dollar store. The worst part about living in a well-to-do neighborhood is that you begin to wonder what you did wrong and what others did so well. Did I spend too much time in graduate school? Will I ever be able to pay my student loans off? How long can I keep my car running? But you also gain more empathy for people who are in similar situations. It also opened my eyes to gave me another lens from which to view society's problems. I wasn't reading or researching about it, I was living it.
After the first month and a half, I landed a retail job part time and moonlighted as a janitor in the evenings (my co-worker has an MFA in Creative Writing, so we joked that we were the mostly highly educated janitors in Denver). I was proud to finally have work but the self-doubt increased. I was finally offered a job last week. I am excited and relieved, but I am still keeping my retail job on the weekends to pay off my student loans.
"Unemployment doesn't mean you have "free time". It's a FT job looking
for work. And even when you aren't, you're occupied with other things in
your house (especially if you have kids)."
"Even the employed (who have taken a job to be employed in this economy) are not having a swell time of it."
I was unemployed for 7 months (5 months to find a job in my pay range that turned out to be "false advertising" so I left to look for other employment which took an additional 2 months and a 90 mile move [had to sell one house and buy another]).
The employer that I worked for in 2009 laid off 30% of its workforce only to advertise for those positions using "Company Confidential" ads (and the dumbasses had a "mail forward" on the @yahoo.com email account that returned the true employer's identification on my "read receipt"). The job I took is so different from my previous and I have been expected to be a mind reader. The "personality" fit is so wrong for me, so I continue to look. That being said, as companies are trying to find ways to cut their budgets, they are offering previously "cut" positions with such ridiculous wages that it is hard to find employment in the "pre-crisis" pay range where the "personality" and skill requirements make for that perfect employment "marriage." A lot of firms are now posting want ads with "Company Confidential" status, which potential employees are sure to avoid due to the "unknown" employer seeking applicants (i.e., are you applying for your previous job or are you applying to your current employer?). As you can tell - I'm sending "blind applications" to "blind employers." Even the employed (who have taken a job to be employed in this economy) are not having a swell time of it.
"Unemployment dehumanizes the real person. They lose the essence
of their identity and value. To become a number, a label, a resume, a
failure, a defect, unproductive, desperate, wishful, delusional,
depressed, poor and separated from respectful society. Being unemployed
is to be silently disrespected. On a par with being homeless, mentally
ill or addicted."
"Getting a graduate degree is the worst decision I've ever made."
I've read many articles similar to this one and have never
responded to any of them but today I felt the need to respond, so here's
I'm an African American woman in my
late 20s. I worked my way through my undergraduate degree and finally
received it just as the recession started. As a result, few people were
hiring then. So, after spending nearly 2 years volunteering and
helping out my family in whatever ways I could I headed to graduate
school (a decision that I now consider to be the worst decision I've
ever made). I'm nearly finished with that degree and after a year of
being a graduate teaching assistant in my program, personal reasons
dictated that I relocate closer to my family. As a result I've spent
the last year unemployed. I recently began working part-time at a big
box store--on the sales floor making what I made at my last retail job 5
years ago--and I'm probably the most educated person in the store. I
can't get a management position because I don't have enough experience
in retail--so I've been told on several interviews. Apparently,
teaching adult students--both in the classroom and as a volunteer
tutor--are not skills easily transferred to the training of adult
workers in a retail store.
I'm starting to
feel like something is wrong with me internally. I know that I've made
some poor decisions in my life (getting a graduate degree in women's
studies is the biggest among them), but I'm still out here trying. I've
applied to literally hundreds of jobs, and for all of those hundreds of
jobs I've had maybe four interviews. Only one of those jobs paid a
human wage. I'm not asking for much. I would just like to make $30,000
a year. At least that way I could afford to sleep on a bed again. Did
I mention that I haven't slept on a real bed in over a year? I go out
of my way to help people, not because I want something from them, but
because I've always been this way, and when I need something (and I
don't usually ask for help), no one is ever there to help me.
sad to know that if I didn't have to work my way through school and
take extra time, I'd probably have a job now. It was that extra year
that put my entry-level job search in the recession's beginning. I look
at my peers who are getting married and having children and generally
living life and it's depressing. They've got jobs, health insurance,
relationships, homes; I don't even have a real bed to sleep on.
people can criticize the educational choices that I've made. I've
criticized myself more severely than anyone else can. I know my
graduate degree was an awful, awful idea. Especially since my research
ideas didn't get much traction in the department. People can say that I
should have become a nurse, or an engineer or whatever else, but when I
started college and the economy was still good young people were sold
the idea that they should 'follow their passions'. The jobs were
supposed to come. I didn't take out a mortgage for a property I
couldn't afford; I didn't participate in credit default swaps or create a
Ponzi scheme. I went to college and educated myself. I've spent
countless hours at libraries educating myself. I've taken care of sick
relatives and taught immigrants how to read and write in English--with
no pay. But I'm not responsible enough to run a retail store. I could
have spent those hours drinking or partying or whatever else, but I've
spent them trying to 'improve' myself in different ways because I
seriously feel like I'm damaged goods. Why else can't I pin down a
full-time job with some benefits?
I hope someone can find something of value in my words.
"It's an employer's market, so they can make unreasonable demands."
One ad stated, "60 day trial at minimum wage to see how it works out."
So you can fire that individual and find some other poor schmuck to take
a go at it? Would I state in my cover letter that I'd like to work 60
days at minimum effort to see if the job is fun enough to stay?
Or the laundry list of tasks is 25 items long, but the hours are
10-2 every day. So you really can't find a second job unless you'd like
to wait tables at night. I worked for an organization that fit that
description and yet, they'd call me at 4:30 in the afternoon and expect
me to have info from the company computer spreadsheets for them. I also
brought in my own office supplies because they never got around to
giving me any, or any training. After 3 weeks I was let go; being told
they thought I was more qualified for the position than I turned out to
And finally: "Here is your salary and the hours are 9-5." OK!
Second week: "I meant to say 9-6." OK. 3rd week: "do you think you can
come in at 8am until we finish this project?" Uhhh? OK.... "Maybe when
it's too hot out anyway (Arizona) you might feel like working a few
hours on the weekend?" Not really. "Oh, I need someone who is a team
player. You are fired."
And the worst part is, how do you explain this on your resume without looking like a malcontent?
"It used to be that older, mature and
seasoned workers had a closer connection to what the experience of being
unemployed was like. But the
more we've moved away from the "emotions" of the depression and
have instead "intellectualized" this "recession" then the harder it is
for working people to be able to "identify" with the unemployed. The empathy is non-existent."
"I'm in my mid-40s. Ageism is a HUGE problem in this economy where employers want
young, inexpensive hires."
To be blunt, the hardest part about looking for a job is that human
resources departments, filled with unnamed people hiding behind the
internet, have completely taken over the process. I'm in my mid-40s, a
writer (I know, good luck, right?) and when I was younger, you always
had a name of an editor to actually send your materials to, and to call a
week or so after you'd sent your clips and resume. Now, those folks
don't want to hear from you. Bottom line - if you don't have a
connection to the organization you're applying to, sending your
materials to HR is like sending them into a black hole. In every case
during my job hunt, I only got an interview or a polite rejection letter
if I found a real live human being OUTSIDE of HR who had at least a
mild interest in my talents.
Problem number two: not being in late 20s or early
30s. Ageism is a HUGE problem in this economy where employers want
young, inexpensive hires.
"I would gladly pay higher taxes for universal
health care, if I could only have a job that would allow me to pay those
I was laid off in 2009 at age sixty. I don't think
it was just coincidence, that most of the two hundred people laid off
with me were over fifty, with health problems.
After ten months, I was able to find a temp job at
much lower pay, with no benefits. I worked that job, until I qualified for Social Security, and retired.
There was no way that I wanted to go through the
job hunting process again, at age sixty two, when the temp job
I lay the blame for all the elderly
layoffs squarely on the shoulders of our government, that saddles
businesses with the burden of providing health care access to their
We are the only developed nation that does this,
and it's the primary cause of our jobs being shipped overseas.
I would gladly pay higher taxes for universal
health care, if I could only have a job that would allow me to pay those
"I have been looking for a job for six months and no one wants to
hire a 50-year old woman."
I am really sick and tired of this myth you have helped to create about
the unemployed having terrible resumes and not being "positive" or
"energetic" or whatever else is on your list. I am a very positive
person, I have excellent qualifications, and take my work very
seriously. But I had my hours cut through no fault of my own, along with
I have been looking for a job for 6 months and no one wants to
hire a 50 year old woman. I graduated with honors (and I did not
graduate in the seventies, I graduated in 1999) and I have excellent
computer skills using a plethora of programs, which has done nothing for
my prospects. Not to mention the laundry list of duties employers are
looking for, barely paying above minimum wage.
Face it, this economy has
changed everything, and workers have no rights and are powerless, too
bad it's not easy to just fire someone, thank god for that paper trail. I
have seen people fired after over 20 years of service, when my employer
showed up drunk and decided to get rid of a fellow worker, because
they" needed" to get rid of one of the higher paid people to save money.
But we just aren't" positive" enough. Think about it, in this
environment, when you can lose your career on someone's whim, workers
are frightened and working as fast as they can.