OBLIVION

by Maxine Kumin


The dozen ways they did it --


off a bridge, the back of a boat,


pills, head in the oven, or


wrapped in her mother's old mink coat


in the garage, a brick on the accelerator,


the Cougar's motor thrumming


while she crossed over.

What they left behind --


the outline of a stalled novel, diaries,


their best poems, the note that ends

offspring of various ages, spouses


who cared and weep and yet


admit relief now that it's over.

How they fester, the old details


held to the light like a stained-glass icon


-- the shotgun in the mouth, the string


from toe to trigger; the tongue


a blue plum forced between his lips


when he hanged himself in her closet --


for us it is never over

who raced to the scene, cut the noose,


pulled the bathtub plug on pink water,


broke windows, turned off the gas,


rode in the ambulance, only minutes later


to take the body blow of bad news.


We are trapped in the plot, every one.


Left behind, there is no oblivion.



Maxine Kumin received the Pulitzer Prize for poetry in 1973 and the Ruth Lilly poetry prize last year. Her most recent book is (2000).


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